Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Yeah...pretty much

Hello Hello!

I got a text message from my husband today just telling me that he thinks I am an amazing Mom.  That put me on top of the world.  My husband makes me want to be a better person in general.  He just has that effect on me.

I came home from work to a super sweet little boy (who lost his first tooth last night) and a big man who were kicked back and enjoying some bonding time.  Nothing sweeter.

Looking at the two of them made me think...yeah, I am pretty much loving my life. 

Friday, August 17, 2012


I have been thinking about my circle of friends, how it has changed over time, how it really changes day by day. 

I feel guilty about how much I neglect my girlfriends.  I really and truly want to catch up for coffee or a workout or dinner or to let the kiddo's play, but the actually doing of it just never seems to work out. 

I am sad about that.  It is totally my fault.  Texting & Facebook just does not cut it.  As important as girlfriends are in my life, I need to step it up. 

Thursday, August 9, 2012

am i doing 1/2 or 2x as much?

I have registered for a 1/2 marathon in the fall.  13.1 miles.  I am going to truly be testing my relationship with running.  I love to run, but 10K's seem to be the sweet distance for me.  Most of my runs have been 10K's.  We will see how it goes.  I am not going to lie, I am nervous.  I have run 8.1 miles so far in training and after mile 6 I just get soooooooo bored. 

My neighbor, on the other hand, is doing a full Iron Man race in a month.  His training runs are 15 -18 miles (plain crazy!).  We were talking the other day about his run portion of the race, which is 26.2 miles.  "I am only doing 1/2 that and I am terrified!" was my thought.  When I walked away from him and his goals and determinations and his crazy abilities I felt like 1/2.  I am only doing 1/2 of that.  I felt like my "big deal" 1/2 marathon in that fall was nothing.

I am thinking about it now though (after some much needed yoga) and realized that often times perspective is truly the key to how we are looking at things and, as a result of that, how we are feeling about things.  I may be doing 1/2 of his distance, I am actually doing 2x (plus) my distance.

Don't get me wrong, my neighbor is a rock star and while his ability to do those races might amaze me...it is not something that is for me.  I am a 10K runner, who is pushing myself to do a 1/2 so that the feeling of accomplishment, dedication, want and thankfulness for a strong body can rush through me when I cross the finish line.  I want to check it of of my list.  Will I ever do another one...who knows, but for know I am choosing to look at it as I am not doing 1/2, I am 2X as much as I have done before.

Go me!!!